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2009-04-16T02:30:00.001-04:00

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i still keep tryna write myspace. HELLLOOOO So 5 years ago.

2009-04-15T23:02:00.002-04:00

so lets vent about how nothing has been going my way this week.

how all my friends are so incosistent i get a migrain, and most of them think of no one but themselves.

i hate that i see things completely different from everyone else. that i see them in like realization that i dont get emtions tangled up in things. that things to me are honest and not mean things people need to hear and to them they get all butthurt and sad when if that was me i'd take what you said into consideration and either fix it or ignore it not cry and start drama about it.

humans in a whole need to evolve and realize shit. realize things like love is nothing but a chemical feeling produced by a body and humans are actually NOT mono partner creatures. i'm just annoyed with everything in general

here we go.

2009-04-11T17:28:00.002-04:00

i didnt wake up untill 4:30pm today. i went to bed around 5. i'm guessing its because the whole bottle of wine i drank last night and today isnt going in any better of any direction. i just poured my first glass within an hour of being awake.

holidays are stupid. specially the ones that revolve around the catholic religion. i dont want to sit and repent from noon to 3 on good friday cause thats when he was hung on the cross, its bad enough you raised me this way. i dont believe i never did i never will why do you think i picked scholastica as my conformation name. the bishop couldnt even pronounce it. and you want to know what the devil is? CC fucking D i dont even know what CCD stand for besides possibly, catholic childrens death. that wasnt funny but i dont feel like thinking.

it baffles me that religion is still widing used today, mostly anything from the christine string of believes. i think in a world today, the world we've made with what we've discovered we should be intelligent enough to realize that the false gods were made to give people something to believe it. to give people a reason for the answers they couldnt explain. rain doesnt come from the man living in the clouds, its a constant cycle you learn in 4th grade. so dont you think by 4th grade you should be smart enough to realize theres no mist hangin out in the stratusphere making your life the way if is? life is made because of what your lazy ass makes of it.

i could rant forever so rather than that. get me outtttta here i'm drank some more of my drank and tell my family lies i feel like making up to keep them amused.

have a happy holiday fuckers.

easter is about candy not jesus.

spin me around and rub my eyes

2009-04-11T06:58:00.000-04:00

its the worst when you have ten thousand thoughts
running through your head at the worst times.
the worst times seem to be getting more frequent
considering i have the one same thought tackling
my attention throughout the whole day.

i shouldnt call it a curse, its most certainly not the worst
senerios that could be playing on repeat.
its more located next to my heart stuck between thoughts,
concerns and fears about how the result could turn out.

do you take the chance, the one chance on something you cant explain.
something you havnt felt in a very very long time, and it completely
took you by surprse. knocked you off your high horse and made you realize
that your eyes arent open wide enough, and that one of the best things
that could happen to you is directly in your stream line vision
and for some unknown reason you've been snuffing the whole idea.

how does one put course into action when they dont know what action they should
use and which gameplan they should take one first to get the best result. best
result meaning not the obvious of the answer you wanted, but how about something
along the lines of, if it turns out brutal dont make it mind numbling embarrassing
to the point i dont want to make eye contact for a month.

i havnt been faced with a problem this extravagent in a very long time. and the thing is
its completely simple but in my head its a long winding road with a milliong splinters
winding in and out of dangerous patches of what ifs, coulda woulda shouldas, and deep desires/fears of what the future could bring if.

going with the flow is not a fun game. either is my mind.

why cant i just snap out of who i am in certain situtations and put on normal face for a minute. i'm not a good captain. show me the way.

2009-03-26T04:27:00.000-04:00

stupid ass celebrites everyone cares about want ot make blogs that "matter". they matter cause perez hilton puts their fucking stupid gimmie attention bullshit on his sassy pink site. Well listen here. bitches are nothing but hoes and tricks, best friends are nothing but liars looking for the closest big dick, and people you meet only want you cause you can get them grey goose for zip.

fuck ya'll. i'm a rapper.

2009-03-07T04:10:00.000-05:00

if perez hilton as taught me one thing, its dont give a fuck what people think about you.

not this time

2009-03-06T03:01:00.000-05:00

who knows what to write my mind is so full of memerozation of letters on keypads where you need to press the key so many times for a certain letter that i cant even express how i feel without douple thinking if my grammer and spelling are off. and when you try to perfect englisht thats a problem.

how did society get here?
are we becoming Rome? if i hear that one more time i'll prevent if. gimmie a reason to you all know i'm lazy and i can properly make a difference. lets start a revolution.
lets make suggestions all my friends think this country needs. cause shit wont get started unless we hear the opinions of people who matter.

2009-02-19T03:37:00.000-05:00

i just read that half way threw i got sloppy but instead of correcting my self genius proof read it yourself i'ma smoke another bowl. and figure it out while i listen to lady gaga.

2009-02-19T03:33:00.000-05:00

life's funny. you know when you want to confront the world with ground breaking self discovery drama, but then 3 hours later when you get home you completely forgot what that drama was about? should that be the over insight for drama? forget whats it about 3 hours later it wont matter? probably but its much more fun to live those 3 hours in he said she said. although, i do not endorse drama.

so. who knows. i wanna maybe smoke a bowl get insightful on you but you have maybe seen an eighth of insightful in those whole almost 2 years of writing to " make my writing career better", which if you haven't noticed i gave up about a year ago because that's money i don't have and I'm way to lazy to give a fuck. call it depression but hey kid, that's life. gulp it down, it happens.

so lets talk about things that don't matter.

rants are my favorite.

i could rant about a lot of built up indemnities that pertain to this certain subject but I'd rather read a book like Prozac nation and rip my eyeballs out of my sockets. I'd rather smoked 50 bowls to my face and bluntly tell you in your eyes i haven't smoked weed in 4 months. truth me told I'm packing one right now. i have half an 0 sitting by my side which is substituting in your place, kinda like faux for fox.
why let the shitty shit get you down, when you know if you dropped what make you down you'd be the best at whatever is presented before you in that dropped box.

Song of the moment: Does this offend you? yeah. - with a heavy heart. i have to pee. this doesn't want to make me pee but i have too.

i hated my life completely like an hour ago, until i got way to high to notice slash care about things that really matter. does this happen every night for a reason, or am i just eluding myself from this completely no fictional fiction i make up for my life until i decide to actually care about affairs that seem to matter to normal people i see on a day to day basis.

just reading over some lyrics I've written in the past couple months you can see slight changes in my personality and its more like hurricanes of emotions of thoughts surrounding what ever night that happened at the moment i wrote it. you could read a month of memoirs and either consider me a physcopath or a genius.

oh life

2009-01-23T02:07:00.000-05:00

life life life .

has its ups and its many many downs. right now i cant complain to much. the weather is terrible it feels like a million tiny pin pricks across your face when you step out into that icy tundra we know as south jersey. there are 100 songs on this playlist and it keeps shuffling the same 7. fuck meeeeee.

i work a lot. a lot. a lot. every night, sundays i'm off. its taking over my life and leaving me with multiple migrains. everyone couldnt wait for this expansion to happen and now people are very upset with most of the outcomes resulting in walk outs, firings, and quittings. leading to lots of things being done wrong no order no organization and about 7 new servers who have no fucking clue what they are doing.

boys still suck, or more like i suck at boys.

annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd i need to turn this life around.

2008-12-26T05:27:00.000-05:00

miss your voice.

2008

2008-12-22T04:14:00.000-05:00

i dont know whats right and whats real anymore
i dont know how i'm meant to feel anymore

isnt it funhy going back to spot of the moment feelings you thought you never come back up again well because they were spur of the moment?
lifes crazy just roll with it was the best piece of advice from the most irresistible asshole i've meat in the past couple months.
2008 is over thank god lets look at a recap

Jan - well i started the new year off with a sprain ankle after falling down some steps in these hooker shoes my mom bought me for christmas and told me to wear. The kid i liked mysteriously disappeared.

Feb - i cut all my hair off. I guess i needed a change.

March - who cares. Hang out with LonestarCait more. Got off Probation.

April - No one still cares. Become more important at work.

May- Went to punta cana, made a couple mistakes but they make you stronger right? "broke up" with my best friend.

June- Got a kiddney infection from a UTI from a kid i thought i really liked b4 my body got fucked up in turn I fucked it up. Grew up. My sister had a baby.

July - Life goes on. Grew up. Crazy pAArting.

August- Murph comes home, summer winds down, Aunt dies. Grew up.

Sept- Get a DWI life is depressing for a while and i gain weight. Grew up. Stopped hanging with Cait. Kris turned 21 started partying my ass off again with a new person.

Oct- My 22nd birthday blows, hate life, Halloween blows. Hung with the BF for the first time in months sad to say shes still the same. My mother tells me i'm the anti christ. Phillies win the world fucking series!!!!!

Nov- Thanksgiving who cares. Become friends with Kerri. Realize Life and how it works for me.

Dec- I'm still alive, how?

2008-12-20T04:16:00.000-05:00

stop calling all the girls heartless because most likly it was someone just like you that made them life that. get over it.

2008-12-19T03:12:00.000-05:00

if everything happens for a reason tongiht did on purpose. shits insane. then you worry about your social/boy girl life. which also proved to me tonight who i should and shoudlnt waste time on. lifes a bitch pay attention to the clues.

2008-12-14T03:30:00.000-05:00

do you think girls are so precautious now and so over thinking everything maybe because all we watch one tv are dramas about our lives. we try to hard to advoid things from hurting peoples feelings and from hurting us and try to hard to be things we arent we over thing ever situation so it doesnt land us in situations we've seen on tv and we are all lost in it all.

i have beard burn.

2008-12-04T04:54:00.001-05:00

so last night slash morning i work up seriously thirsty so much i didnt think about it i just ran up the steps with my cup to get water asap. so i get up the steps and walk toward the frezzer get ice out and realize i'm outta breath at first thinking hey bitch you just smoke to much weed i walked over to the sink to fill my cup. i started to chug the water still completely out of breath thinking hydrate before breathing realizing that was so wrong i suddenly felt dizzy. i place my elbows on the counter and my head in my hands feeling short breath and my stomach turning wanting to puke....... and then suddenly my hand feels wet, my face starts to ache i open my eyes and see dog food scattered all around me. Soaked i looked around saw a corner and i had no clue where i was all that happened in .3 seconds no lie. Scared i freaked out for 2 seconds before realizing i'm laying in the corner of my kitchen between the sink and the island in the dogs bowl. The water dish is now a hat and i'm laying in a gallon of dog drool and tap water. Dog Chow is covering the floor around me and i'm soaked laying in all this shit. My face is throbbing my hip is soar and i'm like WTF. Realizing i fainted or passed out or died for 4 secs or w/e i had it scared the shit outta me. Its been just about 24 hours in 15 mins and now i'm left with this giant cheek bone covered in black and blue it seriously looks like someone slugged me right in the face. my forehead has a slight raise in it my right cheek is about 2 centimeters higher my hip is tattooed in this beautiful nasty jersey shore water color and my elbow which i didnt realize then, is covered in giant scraps i'm assuming from the roughage thats all around my kitchen from my step dad "finishing it" for the past 7 years. ( no lie.) So i have no clue what happened and it sucks and my body wants a perk 10 and i'm scared to sleep but i had a really good night minus the Bff dramz.

Never have i ever

2008-11-25T16:13:00.000-05:00

So how many times have you been playing kings, or circle of death or what have you will. and you get the dreaded never have i ever card. well different people play it different ways but either way you still need a good never have a i ever one that wont get you down but will get someone else down, and hopefully it'll be something you can laugh at them for. When this happens though of course your mind draws a blank and you have no clue where to start your head scratching before it comes up to you and youre like uhhhhh never have i ever had a dick?! hahah clever. not. So here while i'm bored i came up with a ton of questions you can ask, just remember dont get yourself out.

Never have i ever.....

Rated X

1. A2m or any form of A2m like never have i had someone stick their tongue in my ahole.
2. 3some 4some orgy?
3. been with the same sex, gone down on same sex, etc...
4. had sex somewhere scandalous, dirty ya know.
5. been taped during sex
6. had someone watch during sex/jerking off
7. used sex toys
8. had sex for money with someone or not with someone you knew.
9. paid for sex
10. had sex/jerked off with an inanimate object.
11. feel asleep during oral sex
12. had sex while you or your gf was surfing the crimson wave
13. fucked more than 1 dude in 1 night
14. been ball gaged/ pissed on what have you're weird fetishes.
15. fucked on drugs
16. swallowed?
17. abortion

RATED R
1. been arrested
2. done any sort of drug, please dont say weed. make it fun
3. have any tattoos
4. have piercings you cant see with your eye
5. stolen from a store a person what have you
6. been to jail
7. called a sex line
8. pregnancy scare
9. taken plan b, or the morning after pill
10. lost your virginity before the age 16
11. been kicked outta somewhere for good
12. try to kill yourself
13. taken depression pills
14. been addicted to anything not just drugs, sex, violence, rock and roll ya know.
15. fuck someone without knowing their name
16. been that asshole who put the stuffed animal in the oven at a party
17. made out with anything but a human

RATED PG - 13
1. had a fake id
2. pissed the bed your pants what have you
3. cheated
4. stolen
5. eluded cops
6. smoked a cigarette
7. slept next to the opposite sex.
8. been caught doing something bad by your parents

2008-11-02T01:24:00.000-05:00

do you bleieve in signs, do you believe in things that make you wonder.

omens? signs? destiny?

who knows. i try to look at things like it happens for a reason, dont ignore it if it happens. ya know? but do i look as accidents all to much and think they are reasons? like is it fate or retarded ya know?

tonight there was only 1 spot in the whole ledge not covered in beer and it was in the shape of a heart. and so forth isnt shit like that weird makes you think

2008-10-26T02:39:00.000-04:00

its a terrible thing when you feel you'll never be happy. like everything seems okay untill it goes terribly wrong and all your friends tell you you have the worst luck of anyone they know. what do you do then? nothing i guess i guess you surf the wave of live and fucking live with it. i'm just sick of shit never fucking going my way and i'm tired of people wasting my fucking time.

true story

2008-10-22T13:32:00.000-04:00

sarah palin ripped the head off a moose with her mouth on stage last night

Dear World

2008-10-20T14:07:00.000-04:00

Sorry i'm not a scumbag and sorry i wont save you're scumbag life.
Brining me down isnt worth the fight because i'm just not gonna give in.
this is 4 years ago this isnt that same little girl mentaility
this is now i am this and you cant do what you want to me.

sooo i just ryhmed it was fine.

ahahaha woooooooooo kill me.

so lives going i have court on the 10th for my dwi so my lisence will be offically gone by then.
theres a lot of things going through my brain but thats what happends in the time of change. lets just pray i wont be the prey of some evil life plan for me.

break the ice

2008-10-17T00:26:00.001-04:00

ooooooo this is fun. phillys to the world seris and obama up to bat for the country. i'm down for it are you?

double ick

2008-10-09T12:06:00.000-04:00

sarah palin, as if shes not fucking annoying "dontcha know" is also making me loose respect for the flyers. The flyers will have Palin drop the first puck at their first game. Lets pray that one of them will slapshot her in the fucking moose face.

its been a minute

2008-10-05T14:36:00.001-04:00

update

i'll be 22 on tuesday
i got a DWI 2 mondays ago and have court tomorow.
when people fill out survery things on myspace in bulletins i dont like when they use caps to differentiate from the question being asked because i feel like they are screaming their answers in my face.

i've been staying in a lot lately, not drinking as much and getting life together.
i've been playing with hearts and being a bad girl. i've been staying away from mother and hiding in my room. i've been keeping safe distances from people who need it. and i've realized a friend isnt someone who wouldnt do for you what you would do for them. i've also learned that some friends are great and you need to keep them around even if they get massively drunk and cause some havoc you have to clean up and make out with all your friends hahaha.
friendship is supposed to be equal, and since i cant commit my heart to anyone friends are all i have and i take those relationships seriously. there are some shitty people in this world. watch your back, sleep with it agasint the wall and trust no one.

overall, i've become a happier person except for the whole being 22 thing thats kinda depressing 22 and nothing to show for it. although i'll have the next 7 months of sitting in my room with no license or money to think about what i want to do and how to make a contribution to this world so we'll see how it is in 7 months.
check up before than though because i'm pretty sure this thing will be written in frequent due to the fact my life isnt a partying spiral gravitating towards an early death.

led zepplin

2008-08-29T00:10:00.000-04:00

soooo i often think about writting in you then next i go onto thinking about what i should write, and when i come up empty handed after a couple minutes of not trying to hard i just say "fuck it".
So how is everyones lives goin? Mine is goin is yours goin? I dont really feel like getting into it now but its moving in the right direction. Onto more interesting things.

I just hit that rock bottem of not knowing what to right again so i guess it was a good try, close but no cigar. thank god, those are horrid.

2008-08-13T04:30:00.001-04:00

disturbia

40oz to freedom

2008-07-14T13:49:00.000-04:00

this is what you do, let me tell ya bout a girl i know
hey hey mama said the way you move gonna make you sweat gonna make you grove
girls go crazy drinking is really bad
people try to put us down i think i'ma try something tonight that i aint ever did before you're gonna need a body bag every night i'm laying in bed if you're seaking repair its over done and gone away tempo has reached critical records and i dont want you and i dont need you, go.

i get up oh yea
as i recall with my stomach turning i was hiding away from myself
i like where we are i need you boo
oooo life, can you handle this
daddy always said that he was wrong for me
you lost your head

4th

2008-07-04T15:04:00.001-04:00

happy birthday america!!! WOOOOOO you're like getting old and stuff.

So America, (and i dont mean ugly betty) i'm thinking of things you would like for your birthday and a couple things came to mind. First i thought of this. Then i thought that should be a present enough. So i didnt think of anymore.

NJ GAS

2008-06-26T12:55:00.001-04:00

State Cracks Down on Gas Stations For Price Discrepancies, Inaccurate Pumps
Friday, June 20, 2008 - Millennium Radio

As gas prices soar, you may not be getting what you pay for, even as you
pay more and more.

State authorities on Thursday announced 350 gas stations were fined out of
1,023 stations that were inspected during a recent three-day operation in
all 21 counties.

The most common violation (62) found by inspection teams was inaccurately
calibrated pumps which dispensed fewer gallons into a driver's tank than
the amount the customer paid for.

Weights and measures inspectors also discovered pricing discrepancies and
inaccurate octane ratings.

Sate Attorney General Anne Milgram calls the investigation "deeply
troubling," but conceded there is no way for a consumer to determine if
he's getting less gas than what his receipt shows.

"What they're going to have to know is that we're out there doing it for
them.

To me, it is critically important the state and the counties play
this role," said Milgram at a press conference at a West Orange gas
station.

She encouraged customers to get out of their cars when they get gas to make
sure they get the octane they requested and to verify if prices are
properly posted.

If you spot something wrong at a gas station, like the prices being changed
more than once per day, you are encouraged to call the state at
732-815-4840.

By: Martin Di Caro

A complete list of the New Jersey gas stations found in violation.

NJ Gas Stations with Violations
Source: N.J.

Division of Consumer Affairs
To report a violation call: (732) 815-4840

(grouped by county)

Atlantic County

Pomona BP
261 W.

White Horse Pike Galloway, NJ 08240 Atlantic

Sunoco
282 White Horse Pike Pomona, NJ 08240 Atlantic

Citgo
212 E.

White Horse Pike Galloway, NJ 08205 Atlantic

Bergen County

Friendly
310-312 Rutherford Ave Lyndhurst, NJ 07071 Bergen

Burlington County

Wawa #382
1814 Salem Rd Burlington, NJ 08016 Burlington

Delta
1077 Rt 206 N Bordentown, NJ 08505 Burlington

Delta
Route 9 New Gretna, NJ 08240 Burlington

Patriot Fuels
227 Pemberton Browns Mills Rd Browns Mills, NJ 08240 Burlington

Wawa #943
2003 Mt.

Holly Road Burlington, NJ 08016 Burlington

Citgo
Westampton, NJ 08060 Burlington

Country Farms
2403 Marne Hwy Hainesport, NJ 08036 Burlington

Cinnaminson South Exxon
409 Rt.

130 S Cinnaminson, NJ 08077 Burlington

GasWay
2048 Rt.

541 N Westampton, NJ 08016 Burlington

Lukoil Kwik Farms
1301 Woodlane Rd Eastampton, NJ 08060 Burlington

Moorestown Citgo
201 Rt 38 W Moorestown, NJ 08057 Burlington

Lenola Shell
597 Rt 38 W Maple Shade, NJ 08057 Burlington

Mt.

Laurel Shell
3530 Rt 38 Mt.

Laurel, NJ 08054 Burlington

Southampton Gasco
2343 Rt 206 Southampton, NJ 08088 Burlington

Pilot Travel Center #382
2008 Rt 206 S Bordentown, NJ 08505 Burlington

Raceway
231 Rt 130 Bordentown, NJ 08505 Burlington

Getty #56322
19 Rt 73 S Palmyra, NJ 08065 Burlington

Browns Mills Shell
Browns Mills, NJ 08015 Burlington

Riggins
538 Lakehurst Rd Browns Mills, NJ 08240 Burlington

Lukoil #57248
Westanotib, NJ 08060 Burlington

Mt.

Klaurel Exxon
Creek Rd & Centerton Rd Mt.

Laurel, NJ 08054 Burlington

Florence Amoco (No Brand)
Rt.

1305 and Cedar Lane Florence, NJ 08016 Burlington

Burlington Getty
58 W. Rt 130 & Wood St.

Burlington, NJ 08060 Burlington

Keim Blvd Citgo
Rt 130 S & Keim Blvd Burlington, NJ 08060 Burlington

Wawa #959
4167 Rt.

130 S Edgewater Park, NJ 08010 Burlington

Sam's Club #8145
2521 Rt 130 S Cinnaminson, NJ 08077 Burlington

Riverside Citgo
341 Fairview St Riverside, NJ 08075 Burlington

Citgo (City Gas)
2006 Mt.

Holly Burlington Rd Burlington, NJ 08016 Burlington

Hess #30319
2201 Mt.

Holly Rd Burlington, NJ 08016 Burlington

US Gas
1930 Rt 541 Westampton, NJ 08060 Burlington

Woodlane Amoco
1866 Rt 541 Westampton, NJ 08060 Burlington

Marlton Liberty
925 W Rt 70 Marlton, NJ 08053 Burlington

Junction Amoco
929 Rt 70 Marlton, NJ 08053 Burlington

7-Eleven #33388
787 Rt 70 E Marlton, NJ 08053 Burlington

Medford Service Center aka Foulke's Service
188 Rt 70 Medford, NJ 08055 Burlington

Wawa #915
257 Rt 70 Medford, NJ 08055 Burlington

Valero
1543 Rt 38 Lumberton, NJ 08048 Burlington

Ark Rd Exxon
3051 Rt 38 W Mt.

Laurel, NJ 08054 Burlington

Mt.

Holly Texaco Gulf
1653 Rt 38 Mt.

Holly, NJ 08060 Burlington

Mighty Joe's
1231 Rt 206 S Shamong, NJ 08088 Burlington

American Gas
1716 Rt 206 N Southampton, NJ 08088 Burlington

Shell
252 Rt 130 S Bordentown, NJ 08505 Burlington

Hilltop Service Center
251 Rt 130 S Bordentown, NJ 08505 Burlington

Bordentown Sunoco
156 Rt 130 S Bordentown, NJ 08505 Burlington

Bordentown Gasway
51 Rt 130 N Trenton, NJ 08620 Burlington

Tri State Yardville
42 Rt 206 S Bordentown, NJ 08505 Burlington

Riggins Gas Station
102 John F.

Kennedy Way Willingboro, NJ 08046 Burlington

Wawa #957
1522 Rt 38 Lumberton, NJ 08048 Burlington

Millside Service Station
16 Haines Mill Rd Delran, NJ 08075 Burlington

Marlton Shell
Rt 73 & Maple Ave Marlton, NJ 08053 Burlington

Astro Gas Station
1105 Rt 73 S Palmyra, NJ 08065 Burlington

Maple Shade Valero
2023 Rt 73 S Maple Shade, NJ 08052 Burlington

Maple Shade
2811 Rt 73 S Maple Shade, NJ 08052 Burlington

Camden County

East Coast Gas
2201 Federal St Camden, NJ 08105 Camden

HESS #30526
RT 130 & Marlton Pike Pennsauken, NJ 08109 Camden

Bajwa Petroleum
6850 N.

Crescent Blvd Pennsauken, NJ 08110 Camden

East Coast
2474 Baird Blvd Camden, NJ 08105 Camden

BP
2314 Rt.

70 West Cherry Hill, NJ 08002 Camden

Virgin Oil Trading LTP
101 Warwick Road Stratford, NJ 08084 Camden

Gas Stop
1033 Kaighns Ave Camden, NJ 08103 Camden

819 Evesham Rd.

819 Evesham Rd.

Magnolia, NJ 08049 Camden

US Gas
1400 Brace Road Cherry Hill, NJ 08034 Camden

MAIA Investments
1498 Haddonfield Road Cherry Hill, NJ 08003 Camden

LUKOIL
829 Blackwood-Cuminton Rd Lindenwood, NJ 08021 Camden

LUKOIL
4998 N.

Crescent Blvd Pennsauken, NJ 08110 Camden

Amita Enterprises
1409 Laurel Road Lindenwood, NJ 08021 Camden

Pennsauken Coastal
6711 Crescent Blvd.

Pennsauken, NJ 08110 Camden

Citgo
144 Crosskeys Rd Albion, NJ 08009 Camden

Valero
129 Rt 73 Voorhees, NJ 08043 Camden

Valero
339 Haddon Ave Westmont, NJ 08108 Camden

LUKOIL
3 Berlin Road Voorhees, NJ 08043 Camden

VOORHEES GAS
18 Berlin Road Voorhees, NJ 08043 Camden

BIR Business
298 N.

Kighs Hwy Cherry Hill, NJ 08043 Camden

HESS #30526
1420 Admiral Wilson Ave Camden, NJ 08109 Camden

US Gas Berlin
119 Rt 73 South Berlin, NJ 08091 Camden

EXXON
4915 Rt 130 S.

Pennsauken, NJ 08110 Camden

Westfield Gas Station
7024 Westfield Ave Pennsauken, NJ 08110 Camden

Speed Gas
50 Haddon Ave.

Westmont, NJ 08108 Camden

Exxon
2 W.

Marlton Pike Cherry Hill, NJ 08002 Camden

Exxon
1898 Rt. 70 E.

Cherry Hill, NJ 08002 Camden

Cape May County

Getty
18 Nonie St Ocean City, NJ 08226 Cape May

Cape May Exxon
149 Rt 109 Cape May, NJ 08204 Cape May

Cumberland County

Newfield Truck Stop
3790 North Delsea Drive Vineland, NJ 08344 Cumberland

Pole Tavern Mobil
Rte 40 & 77 Elmer, NJ 08318 Cumberland

Citgo / Maurice River Citgo
3890 Rte.

47 Dorchester, NJ 08316 Cumberland

U.S.

Gas/ Carll's Corner Gas & Food Mart
8 Landis Ave.

Bridgeton, NJ 08302 Cumberland

U.S.

One Gas
901 E. Chestnut Ave.

Vineland, NJ 08360 Cumberland

Delsea Gulf
469 S.

Delsea Drive Vineland, NJ 08360 Cumberland

Millville Amoco
812 North Second St.

Millville, NJ 08332 Cumberland

Second and Main Riggins
2nd & Main Street Millville, NJ 08332 Cumberland

Sunoco
1170 Rte.

40 Woodstown, NJ 08098 Cumberland

Riggins Rt 49 Gas & Go
8 North Burlington Road Bridgeton, NJ 08302 Cumberland

Bridgeton Food & Gas
176 North Pearl St.

Bridgeton, NJ 08302 Cumberland

Essex County

Hess
Central & Oakwood Ave Orange, NJ 07050 Essex

Delta
385 Main St West Orange, NJ 07052 Essex

RPM Gas
960 Chancellor Ave Irvington, NJ 07111 Essex

Downtown Fuel LLC
1 Elizabeth Ave Newark, NJ 07108 Essex

I&J Auto Care Center Inc
250 Central Ave East Orange, NJ 07108 Essex

Gasmart
221 Central Ave East Orange, NJ 07108 Essex

Campus Exxon Inc
644 South Center St Orange, NJ 07050 Essex

Fuel Co
455 Thomas Blvd Orange, NJ 07050 Essex

Fairfield DELTA Inc
37 Clinton Rd.

Fairfield, NJ 07004 Essex

Sam's Service Station
7 Route 46 West Fairfield, NJ 07004 Essex

VALERO
650 Rt 46 East Fairfield, NJ 07004 Essex

Jack's Friendly Sunoco
152 Passaic Ave Fairfield, NJ 07004 Essex

Abdulh Suri
226 Bloomfield Ave Caldwell, NJ 07006 Essex

Exxon
266 South Orange Ave Livingston, NJ 07039 Essex

Bannom Enterprises
2018 Springfield Ave Maplewood, NJ 07040 Essex

Raceway
527 W Mt Pleasant Ave Livingston, NJ 07039 Essex

Spartan Oil Company
3 Central Ave West Orange, NJ 07052 Essex

DELTA
385 Main St West Orange, NJ 07052 Essex

McThifty
600 Pompton Ave Cedar Grove, NJ 07009 Essex

DELTA
451 Irvington Ave South Orange, NJ 07079 Essex

GETTY
1060 Stuyvesant Ave Irvington, NJ 07111 Essex

SUNOCO
1459 Springfield Ave Maplewood, NJ 07040 Essex

Gloucester County

Lukoil
642 West Broad St Paulsboro, NJ 08066 Gloucester

Richwood TEXACO (SUNOCO)
705 Mullica Hill Road Glassboro, NJ 08028 Gloucester

S. Paul Citgo Inc.

302 Blackhorse Pike Blackwood, NJ 08012 Gloucester

Sunoco
341 N. Delsea Drv.

Glassboro, NJ 08028 Gloucester

Hudson County

CLK Inc.

210 14th Street Jersey City, NJ 07032 Hudson

Sunoco
14th and Grove St.

Jersey City, NJ 07310 Hudson

Jersey Oil
218 Broadway Bayonne, NJ 07002 Hudson

Citgo
1320 Patterson Plk Road Secaucus, NJ 07094 Hudson

Lukoil
1191-99 Kennedy Blvd.

Bayonne, NJ 07002 Hudson

Express Gas
815 Kearny Ave Kearny, NJ 07032 Hudson

Valero
780 Kearny Ave Kearny, NJ 07032 Hudson

Getty
790 Kearny Ave.

Kearny, NJ 07032 Hudson

Valero
700 Kearny Ave.

Kearny, NJ 07032 Hudson

Exxon
202 14th Street Jersey City, NJ 07310 Hudson

Mercer County

Roadrunner Gas
406 Brunswick Ave Trenton, NJ 08638 Mercer

Gulf
1299 Rt.

130 Windsor, NJ 08561 Mercer

Valero
Rt.

130 South Windsor, NJ 08561 Mercer

Gulf
Rt. 130 and Main St.

Windsor, NJ 08561 Mercer

Gulf
1372 Rt.

130 Windsor, NJ 08561 Mercer

Valero
1122 Rt.

130 Robbinsville, NJ 08691 Mercer

Gasco
226 Rt.

31 South Pennington, NJ 08534 Mercer

Valero
401 Princeton Hightstown West Windsor, NJ 08550 Mercer

Gulf
3271 US Hwy 1 North Lawrence Twp.

, NJ 08648 Mercer

Hess
Rt.

33 & Lake Drive Twin Rivers East Windsor, NJ 08520 Mercer

Riggins Gas
33 Calhoun St Trenton, NJ 08618 Mercer

Total Power LLC
102 S.

Olden Ave Trenton, NJ 08609 Mercer

Middlesex County

Shell
1010 Route 18 North East Brunswick, NJ 08816 Middlesex

Enrite
157 Durham Avenue South Plainfield, NJ 07080 Middlesex

Pittstop
332 Route 18 East Brunswick, NJ 08816 Middlesex

GASLAND
28 Main St Helmetta, NJ 08828 Middlesex

Sayreville Tire
350 Main Street Sayreville, NJ 08872 Middlesex

EXCELL
957 Englishtown Rd Old Bridge, NJ 08857 Middlesex

Citgo
2042 Rt.

27 Edison, NJ 08817 Middlesex

IDT Enterprises
1709 Oak Tree Rd.

Edison, NJ 08820 Middlesex

Exxon
2561 Rt.

1 South North Brunswick, NJ 08902 Middlesex

Longhorn Oil Corp.

2600 Rt.

130 North North Brunswick, NJ 08902 Middlesex

HESS/13 (#30269)
19 South Main St and Washington Ave Milltown, NJ 08850 Middlesex

Monmouth County

Branchport Getty
208 Branchport Ave Long Branch, NJ 07740 Monmouth

Magas
882 Route 36 Leonardo, NJ 07734 Monmouth

Dressler's Citgo
65 Leonardville Road Belford, NJ 07718 Monmouth

Circle Gas
5004 Highway 33 & 34 Wall, NJ 07727 Monmouth

Getty #56250
207 Monmouth Road Oakhurst, NJ 07755 Monmouth

Port Monmouth Gulf
412 Route 36 & Wilson Ave Port Monmouth, NJ 07758 Monmouth

Freehold Shell
103 East Main St.

Freehold Borough, NJ 07728 Monmouth

Gasko Allentown Valero
1650 Old York Rd Allentown, NJ 08501 Monmouth

Hazlet Auto Service Center, Inc.

3039 Route 35 Hazlet, NJ 07730 Monmouth

BP
133 Rt 36 & Broadway West Long Branch, NJ 07764 Monmouth

Citgo Gas of Eatontown
24 Rt.

35 South Eatontown, NJ 07724 Monmouth

Raceway
4200 Rt 9 South Freehold, NJ 07728 Monmouth

Morris County

Heritage Services
1360 Sussex Turnpike Randolph, NJ 07869 Morris

Long Valley Delta
69 East Mill Long Valley, NJ 07850 Morris

Golddel of Ledgewood
1174 RT 46 Ledgewood, NJ 07857 Morris

LBS Service Corp.

LENY
1237 RT 46 W Ledgewood, NJ 07857 Morris

T.A. MT.

Lakes Hess
RT 46 East Mountain Lakes, NJ 07046 Morris

Mountain Lakes Gulf
326 RT 46 E Mountain Lakes, NJ 07046 Morris

T/A Jefferson Exxon
265 RT 15 Wharton, NJ 07885 Morris

Cumberland Farms #2962 Gulf
401 RT 15 Wharton, NJ 07885 Morris

Sparton Randolph Shell
222 Dover Chester Rd.

Randolph, NJ 07869 Morris

Azzurri Enterprises (Lukoil)
729 RT 23 S Pompton Plains, NJ 07440 Morris

Chester Valley Shell
90 RT 206 & Old Chester Rd.

Chester, NJ 07930 Morris

Delta
394 RT 24 Chester, NJ 07930 Morris

NLK Inc.

1551 RT 46 W Ledgewood, NJ 07857 Morris

S.M.A. RazaInc.

1470 RT 46 E Ledgewood, NJ 07857 Morris

Bains Citgo East
65 RT 10 Succasunna, NJ 07876 Morris

Ocean County

HESS #30304
Rt 37 & Berry Ave Toms River, NJ 08753 Ocean

Pinto Coastal Service
282 Rt 72 Barnegat, NJ 08005 Ocean

Costco Wholesale #1025
245 Stafford PK Blvd Manahawkin, NJ 08050 Ocean

Delta Gas
249 Rt 37 West Toms River, NJ 08755 Ocean

HESS #30307
Kennedy Blvd & Rt 9 Bayville, NJ 08721 Ocean

Regent Trading Inc.

1349 Rt 9 Toms River, NJ 08753 Ocean

Coastal Food Market
941 Route 9 Bayville, NJ 08721 Ocean

1505 River Ave
1505 River Ave Lakewood, NJ 08701 Ocean

Passaic County

Gas & Go Inc.

1850 Rt.

23 N West Milford, NJ 07480 Passaic

U.S. Gas & Auto Inc.

339 Valley Rd.

Clifton, NJ 07013 Passaic

B.I.G.

Delta
922 Bloomfield Ave.

Clifton, NJ 07012 Passaic

Delta Gas
1196 Main Ave.

Clifton, NJ 07011 Passaic

Jersey Gas
498 Lakeview Ave.

Clifton, NJ 07011 Passaic

Delta
375 Broad St.

Clifton, NJ 07013 Passaic

Mr.

Thrifty Gas
109 Main Street Bloomingdale, NJ 07403 Passaic

Shell Service Station
Rt 23 and Union Vally Rd.

New Foundland, NJ 07435 Passaic

Gulf Kaspoglu
9 Main St.

Bloomingdale, NJ 07403 Passaic

Exxon
563 Rt.

3W Clifton, NJ 07014 Passaic

Shell
299 Rt.

3E Clifton, NJ 07014 Passaic

Shell
1201 Van Houten Ave.

Clifton, NJ 07013 Passaic

Zvartnots Sunoco
956 Van Houten Ave.

Clifton, NJ 07013 Passaic

Clifton EZ Gas
776 Bloomfield Ave.

Clifton, NJ 07012 Passaic

Costco Gasoline
20 Bridgewell Pl.

Clifton, NJ 07014 Passaic

Enrite
1037 Broad Street Clifton, NJ 07013 Passaic

General Gas
222 Clifton Avenue Clifton, NJ 07011 Passaic

Rehan Enterprise LLC
4 Marshall Hill Rd.

West Milford, NJ 07480 Passaic

Salem County

Pilot #253
600 Pennsvielle Amburn Road Carney's Point, NJ 08069 Salem

Flying J
326 Slopeg Corner Road Carney's Point, NJ 08069 Salem

Pennsville Gas & Go
161 South Broadway Pennsville, NJ 08070 Salem

Pennsville BP
207 North Broadway Pennsville, NJ 08070 Salem

Sunoco A Plus
63 Market Street Salem, NJ 08098 Salem

Somerset County

Watchung Lukoil
1555 RT 22 Watchung, NJ 07069 Somerset

MK Gasoline
925 RT 22 North Plainfield, NJ 07060 Somerset

Raceway
643 RT 22 North Plainfield, NJ 07060 Somerset

RAJ Autocenter Getty
1143 RT 27 Somerset, NJ 08873 Somerset

VALERO
977 Rt 202 North Somerville, NJ 08876 Somerset

Somerset Global, LLC
421-431 Somerset St.

North Plainfield, NJ 07060 Somerset

Getty #561965
345 RT 22 Green Brook, NJ 08812 Somerset

Exxon
289 RT 22 Green Brook, NJ 08812 Somerset

Raceway
2893 RT 27 Franklin Park, NJ 08823 Somerset

Mike Loucopoulos
1004 Rt 202 South Branchburg, NJ 08876 Somerset

Sussex County

Dave's Town Service Inc.

99 Main St.

Ogdensburg, NJ 07439 Sussex

Spartan Oil
186 South Main St.

Ogdensburg, NJ 07439 Sussex

Shell
27 RT 206 S Stanhope, NJ 07874 Sussex

Union County

EXXON of Scotch Plains, Inc.

2360 South Ave Scotch Plains, NJ 07076 Union

Spring St CITGO Inc,
608 Spring St Elizabeth, NJ 07201 Union

Spring City
720 Sprint St Elizabeth, NJ 07201 Union

Spring City
1842 E. St.

Georges Ave Linden, NJ 07036 Union

DELTA
139 E.

Westfield Ave Roselle Park, NJ 07204 Union

A&R Gasoline Inc.

437 LeHigh Ave Union, NJ 07083 Union

Cranford Petroleum Inc (CITGO)
120 North Ave Cranford, NJ 07016 Union

WESTFIELD BP
416 South Ave West Westfield, NJ 07090 Union

GAS
45 North Ave.

, East Cranford, NJ 07016 Union

A&A Service Center
345 S.

Michigan Ave Kenilworth, NJ 07033 Union

Kenilworth Shell
1300 Kenilworth Blvd Kenilworth, NJ 07033 Union

CLARK EXXON
162 Central Ave Clark, NJ 07066 Union

WESTFIELD GULF
400 Central Ave Westfield, NJ 07090 Union

Madison Hill Service Center(GULF)
801 Raritan Road Clark, NJ 07066 Union

WESTFIELD EXXON
421 Central/South Ave Westfield, NJ 07090 Union

5 Points BP
1080 Galloping Hill Rd Union, NJ 07083 Union

US GAS
221 Salem Rd Union, NJ 07083 Union

High Gas Prices

To report a violation at a gas station call the following numbers:

Atlantic County, (609) 345-6700, x.

2477
Bergen County (201) 336-6424
Burlington County, (609) 265-5098
Camden County, (856) 374-6001
Cape May County, (609) 463-6475
Cumberland County, (856) 453-2203
Essex County, (973) 395-8363
Gloucester County, (856) 384-6855
Hudson County, (201) 319-3820
Hunterdon County, (908) 788-1249
Mercer County, (609) 989-6579
Middlesex County, (732) 745-3872
Monmouth County, (732) 431-7362
Morris County, (973) 285-2955
Ocean County, (732) 929-2166
Passaic County, (973) 305-5750
Salem County, (856) 935-7510
Somerset County, (908) 231-7125
Sussex County, (973) 948-5464
Union County, (908) 654-9845
Warren County, (908) 453-2828

N.J.

State Office, (732) 815-4840

2008-06-19T13:33:00.001-04:00

nterpretation from PenisSizeDebate.com (NSFW) :

-- At 5½ inches long by 7 inches around you will be enjoyable (too short but very thick).

-- At 8 inches long by 5 inches around you are again enjoyable but not satisfying (big in length but on the small side for girth).

-- At 7½ inches long by 6 inches around you are very satisfying but not ideal (big in length but just over average in girth).

-- At 6 long by 5½ around you are on the borderline of being enjoyable and satisfying. Many girls might not be satisfied.

-- At 5 inches long by 4½ around you are classified not satisfying

starfish

2008-06-17T02:33:00.001-04:00

2008-06-16T04:10:00.000-04:00

no more drugs son.
no more drama son.
no more drank asses.....SON.

feels good. ill tell ya that one.

tomorrow shall be good i'm excited. making dinner for boy. i think i'm finally giving into myself breaking these walls down.

politics, school, boys.

wooooooooooo its allllll fun.

its funny cause you think you need things to make you happy to get you by, but once you ween yourself from them you realize sunshine makes you happy, where it never did b4 because you had to much bullshit clouding your mind. everything happens for a reason. no homo.

i missed summer. last summer the end of it. i missed my WDs i missed bonfires and pools and the beach and suntans and smiles and margarita ville and my girles and my boys of course even though b.smith is never home anymore. and everything woooooooooo. So happy its starting back up.

haha. as of the moment i dont think i've been this well off, have had this much money, this much love, and this much appreciation for things i took for granted since about high school. and its only making me want the future more and to look forward to growing up and maturing. i just wish others would feel the same. not try to bring others down by making yourself feel better but i guess everyone matures at different ages. and i guess some wont at all they are in their own world but i guess thats how they plan on living life. the future will only be as good as the past if you dont make it better.

and like OMGGGGGGGG i have a nephew now!!! and hes perfect seriously. Jordan Scott Weems. i have pics but not uploaded even though my camera was stolen in punta cana i got them niggas. haha

annnnd a new cell phone texting should be back up within the next 2 weeks.

nightnight. i'ma go sleep and dream.

the truth about youth by JessP

2008-06-01T16:07:00.001-04:00

"so the fact is that the middle class late teens and twenty-somethings of america are absolutely obsessed with getting fucked up.

there are some who do it, because it is "fun". they "love" getting fucked up. or so they claim. but on the contrary i think it goes a lot deeper than that.

one must first separate out those who were born addicts, and received the disease of addiction through genetics. naturally if the person never took the first drink or drug, they'd never have a problem, but for arguments sake i'm going to weed these people out into a separate category. I'll talk more about them later.

with that said and separated, i'll classify next category as the "general youth population". For brevity i'll refer to these people as the GYP's.

Lastly, there's the "tortured youth", or the TY's.

In this rant I am going to generalize and stereotype. In my experience I think that most of america's youth falls into one of the above three categories. i'm going to say some things that might piss some people off, but its only my opinion, and i don't expect everyone to subscribe to it, so here goes...

"THE GYP'S" AKA THE GENERAL YOUTH POPULATION:

The GYP's are a diverse group of people. Some are very intelligent, others are really stupid. Some are marching band kids, homecoming queens, frat brothers, hipsters, kids who don't give a fuck, and the list could go on for days. The GYP is the General Youth population that encompasses most kids born from 1983 to 1990. The GYP have all grown up on AOL instant messenger, video games, myspace, mtv, and hollywood. Whether they would like to admit it or not, they grew up in a media-driven "cyber society", a good amount of their contact was electronic. Hollywood, whether it be the indie hipster stars, or the mainstream stars all encouraged the GYP's to grow up fast, in leading by example. When the GYP's were coming-of-age, getting FUCKED UP MANNNNN was the thing to do because that's what was socially acceptable to do, because that's what the people they looked up to did. The loss of inhibitions is something that the GYP's really like about getting fucked up, because from growing up in a cyber society where half of communication is electronic, they are socially inept. However the GYP's would not consider themselves so, because they go to bars and parties all the time! (Parties that are centered around the keg, or the blunts, or the lines, that is.) The GYP's don't like hearing why it really is that they drink. They hate authority so they don't like to think that there is a driving force besides their own will that dictates what they consider to be fun. Go ahead and ask a GYP why it is that they drink, even if its only an occasional habit. i bet you they will tell you that its fun. I personally think that its sad. The GYP's are a generation of people who know how to interact without chemicals, but really hate doing so. Its awkward and "boring" for them. I believe that a few of these people will be in miserable self imposed addictions later in life, because in some cases they will become physically and emotionally dependent. Those who don't will lead "happy" functional lives, but will remain prisoners of a social chemical fog and their own poisoned thinking for the rest of their adult lives- following the heard of other GYP chemically social sheep.

THE TY'S AKA THE TORTURED YOUTHS:

Now the TY's or the "tortured youths" are also a diverse group of people. However i'd say that most of these individuals could be described as "jaded". They may not necessarily be more intelligent than the GYP's but they have a little more insight as to why they do what they do for the most part. The TY's sometimes recognize the plight of our youth. They don't care for the GYP attitude, although they may be friends with some GYP's. They resent society for telling them how to feel and what to do and what is cool. The TY's rebel. They want to be seen as the anti-cool, which they believe makes them sooooo much cooler than everyone else. The TY's may or may not try really hard. They may or may not have other things besides the plight of their society that "torture" them like hard childhoods, broken families, etc. The telltale sign of a TY is most definitly their "FUCK IT!" attitude. TY's are so jaded and bored that they don't know how to feel anything but jaded, depressed, or bored. They hate feeling jaded, depressed, bored, and angry, so they say FUCK IT! and get fucked up. All the time. Allllllllllll the time, or at least a whole lot. They too become numb. Some of them will suffer the same plight of self imposed dependency. They are more inclined than the GYP's to fall into this trap because they generally have a negative outlook, and tend to generally care less about their well-being and responsibilities than GYP's. Others will lead functioning lives when they get a little older and settle down with a fellow TY, but they will never feel completely whole, and they will always be jaded or depressed somewhere on the inside.

Then there are the Junkies. They don't get a clever abbreviation because their name is already short. These young people fell into chemicals for one of the two reasons above, but unlike their counterparts they couldn't stop. In other words, a junkie started out as either a TY or a GYP, but that was over veryyyy fast. They don't just get fucked up a lot, they are always fucked up. A junkie will harm others to get fucked up, and could care less about themselves. Junkies didn't really choose their plight, they have a disease given to them genetically and they live in a society that thrives on things that are poison to them. They are no better or worse people than the TY's or GYP's, they are just more of a danger and more of a pain in society's ass. They either end up in mental institutions, dead, in jail, or they get help. When a junkie gets help they can actually become happy people so long as they don't fall back into the junkie trap. Ironically, if you are a junkie who gets help, you can end up better than all of the other categories if you put your mind to it.

I'm not really sure why i wrote this. When I talk to other young people, these categories really come to life for me. I guess maybe I spend more time than the average person asking myself why I ever started getting fucked up. But I think that most of America's youth is sad, no matter how smart some of them are. A lot of this bleak reality has become apparent to me in the past year or so. It was about this time last year that i tried to stop drinking for the first time, and couldn't do it. Some might say that I'm bitter that I can't get fucked up anymore, but its not that i can't its that i CHOOSE not to. I choose to remain aware of everything rather than numb, I choose to relearn sober socialization skills. Do i miss that feeling sometimes? hell yeah! i'm a friggan junkie, and being fucked up is as natural to me as breathing. If i get fucked up, there are huge consequences like death, homelessness, friendlessness, and terminal illness that hang over my head. but what i guess im saying is that im glad they do. because there are a lot of young people out there with sad realities regardless if they realize it or not.

go ahead, get pissed. i don't care. who knows, maybe i am just jealous that i can't get fucked up. but if this blog does annoy you, ask yourself why. I may have hit a nerve, eh?"

By Jess Palmer.

2008-05-27T18:06:00.000-04:00

people change
friendships change
things fall and grow apart.
look at the the future forget the past.

leave it at that.

Step 2. Fixing your problems.

2008-05-22T08:21:00.000-04:00

Do the exact opposite.

Current Music:. Sigur Ros

one.

2008-05-20T04:50:00.000-04:00

Step 1. Realizing your problems.

1. trust issues.
2. your surroundings.
3. some of your friends.
4. daddy issues.
5. self conscience issues.
6. the need to have everyone hate/like you.
7. the need to be on top of things that really don't matter.
8. party animal.
9. Don't know when to say no.
10. Not caring about the future.
11. Trying to be everyone but yourself.
12. Never being happy with what you have.
13. Always having to win/ every thing's a competition.
14. Stop being a spoiled brat.
15. Stop sweatin the little things.

Current Music. Ben Folds Five

2008-05-04T07:20:00.000-04:00

silver chair neon ballroom is my favorite cd ever.

isnt it weird how when you think of every cd you love the one who wins the most votes was the one that brings you down the most? i guess thats just human nature but the good comes outta bad so maybe its like you love it cause secretly it teaches you a lesson ya know?

and you realize how the same cd works 3 years later at the same time but in completely different interpretations. thats how you know its your life soundtrack. and neon ballroom by silverchair 1999 is mine. like and daniel johns i would totally have his babies.

2008-05-04T07:10:00.000-04:00

tonight i punched a car hood. a dashboard. a face. and many more various things. then i got into a debate about how republicans suck and got really emotional about it. hahah now i'm home. tonight was tonight. my friends blow hahahahahahaha. i love them

my friends are my family. i'd rather have them blowing than my family i guess.... i hope my friends are good.

I'm back

2008-05-01T16:54:00.000-04:00

I've decided that ever so often i will draw you a cartoon and it will sit on top of my blog. tell me you're thoughts lets start some discussions. hellll yea politcal drama gotta love it. Lets get some debates and ideas moving. our generation has to speak up soon or this world will be fucked over and put into our hands to deal with later. would you rather fix it up now and not have to clean up as big as a mess as you would if you ignored the problem altogether? but wait forgot thats what american's do best. lets get that reputation outta here with that baboon sitting in the oval office.
---- Even Missy Elliot is singing about change.

Learn something from history, (get republicans outta office). Start a revolution the Beatles would love it, then STP will copy them and love it too.

2008-04-30T22:11:00.001-04:00

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2008-04-23T18:49:00.001-04:00

MonicaLee invites you to SocialVibe

i dont need your coins, i want change.

2008-04-14T16:39:00.001-04:00

So whether you believe in Global Warming or not, the effects of fossil fuel consumption can be seen and felt around the world in our everyday life. Greenpeace, who many may be familiar with, are getting behind a particular project in the United States.

The project is called Cape Wind. Cape Wind is proposing America’s first offshore wind farm on Horseshoe Shoal in Nantucket Sound. Miles from the nearest shore, 130 wind turbines will gracefully harness the wind to produce up to 420 megawatts of clean, renewable energy. In average winds, Cape Wind will provide three quarters of the Cape and Islands electricity needs.

The federal government is accepting public comment on the proposed Cape Wind plan. We need YOU to get involved and take action. We only have 6 weeks to support this plan… so please act now.

Follow this link and feel free to edit this letter however you would like...
Take Action!

For those that aren't sure of this and wish to read on, since I know many of you won't, let me drop some knowledge on ya...

The average home in the U.S. uses roughly 10,500 kilowatt-hours (kWh) of electricity each year. One MEGAWATT of wind energy can generate anywhere from 2.4 to more than 3 million kWh per year.

So if we do the math and the average home uses 10,500 kWh, and a wind-turbine can generate anywhere from 2.4 to more than 3 million kWh per year thats, 230-285 homes. So 420mWh will supply enough electricity to almost 4000 homes in the Massachusetts area. This is only the tip of the iceberg, financing this wind farm will create thousands of jobs in manufacturing, assembly, and ocean construction, boosting the local economy and creating 150 permanent jobs thereafter, including 50 highly paid maintenance and operations jobs based on Cape Cod.

Today you have the power to make a difference, please join in on the fight, better the world today for a better tomorrow.

Once again the link is here,
Take Action!

2008-04-10T02:05:00.001-04:00

2008-04-06T20:50:00.000-04:00

okay i just really fucking hate when you're chillin hard as hell and you put on some music and you're like yeaaaaaaaaaaa..... then BAM! theres a black man screaming in your face about 3X louder than the track itself.

EX.

*monica sits down puts on some jams sits back, then suddenly is forced outta her seat because she hears "IT'S THE NEW SHIT RIGHT HURR, YEAAAAAAAAA, STOOPID." and gets a concusion....... "WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT"

okay...

2008-03-31T17:59:00.000-04:00

Sooo i know i've been a huge jerkoff. Here's some visual aid to show you as to why i havnt been around to write.

i suck

2008-03-09T17:27:00.000-04:00

sooooo yeaaaaaa its been awhile. but you know how i am.

so the bathing suit thing didnt last long considering spring break is here now. and i'm sorry for that.

maybe sometime i'll keep up with this thing. i'm a terrible person.

check back real soon for a real update

pasta

2008-03-08T09:07:00.000-05:00

i hate people named after noodles.

but i love pizza.

its 6:05 curremtly,

and that is all.

i've had hicccups since like 3:30

!! upside down smile

2008-03-02T03:10:00.000-05:00

chopsticks

2008-02-25T19:15:00.000-05:00

So i hear i have a bad reputation.
one piece of advice: always accuse the accuser.
If they are blaming someone else for something, they are probably doing it that exact moment when they are trying to warn you about another. Babies don't change personalities, maturing does.

Onto other matters.

Fuchu Prison inmate commits suicide with chopstick

A Fuchu Prison inmate in his 50s has committed suicide by stabbing himself in the head with a chopstick, prison officials said over the weekend.

The man stabbed himself in the back of the head with the sharp end of a broken chopstick on the night of Feb. 19.

He received treatment at a hospital in the Tokyo suburb of Fuchu, but died Sunday morning in the Fuchu Prison infirmary. An autopsy will be carried out Monday at Fuchu Police Station.

Prison officials said the man, whose identity has not been revealed, started serving his sentence at Fuchu in March 2006.

Now, that takes some balls. .....Or just chopsticks.

holla

2008-02-24T17:06:00.000-05:00

soooooo..... i've been sick and thats why the updates have been scarce. so i just made the best food and i guess working where i am is giving be advantages about cooking. i actually like this job is crazy. Soooo my hair looks good tonight. and i'm not sure what i'm really supposed to be talking about. i really wanna go put on the shower to the hottest setting and bring in the pillow and thje towels and set up a comfy spot on the bathroom floor and sit with my puppy in the warmth reading the rest of my book. i just started to read madamn bovary and i cant put it down.

Todays Picture: Trisha "bucket" Pitcher (2 years ago haha)

2008-02-24T02:06:00.000-05:00

2008-02-22T01:21:00.000-05:00

oh and heres your picture for today.

Name: Matt "Smitty" Smith

2008-02-22T01:19:00.000-05:00

i've been puking all day. gimmie a new body. k thanks.

Tuesday

2008-02-20T01:27:00.000-05:00

You know how you think something is totally cool at one point in time then like 3 years later you look back and you're like WTF. So i'm listening to shuffle and 50 cent and G Unit - How We Do came on and i'm sitting here listening to fiddy's voice and it makes me laugh why did i think this was cool. god i love growing up.
but thinking about that isnt that what happens with everything you think is totally cool at one point? New Kids on the Block, barbed wire arm band tattoos, Doc Marten's, body glitter, JNCO, and like break away pants, c'mon. So lets try to just beat it this time and do nothing. not follow another fad ya know. it'd probabaly save you guys a lot of money and all my friends need that cause we do things like party way to frequent and then plan 1000 dollar trips in Dominican Republic you could always use some extra cash.
That would never work.

So why am i always cold? I do not know. My hands get cold from typing after awhile and sometimes i'll wrap my beagle M's huge floppy ears around them to warm them up. but then she starts to bite my face. sometimes she'll be all cute looking up at me when shes in my lap and she raises herself up as if to kiss me and comes close to my face then bites my nose. i think shes like half devil. but i guess that makes her a pretty good match for me, dont ya say?

I wanna get something goin here get this blog poppin, like start a game or something fun. That whole present to you and me for christmas thing didnt last very long did it, so we'll try for something better this time i just have to think of what it should be. How about this
every day untill spring break i'll put a picture of someone i know in a bathingsuit up for you to look at.

Spring Break March 10th-14th

Today is : Giovanna Kline

soooo..

2008-02-19T06:06:00.000-05:00

it could be because genna and i were just hanging with grey fuzzy tailed squirells or cause i'm just stupid anyway but i cant stop laughing at this. i was searching science humor and got this site of answers 11 year olds had written on exams to answer questions and although the question isnt there the answers just make you giggle. some of them are really funny. take the time to read them. make some origami with dutchies and then read.

"When you breath, you inspire. When you do not breath, you expire."
"H2O is hot water, and CO2 is cold water"
"To collect fumes of sulphur, hold a deacon over a flame in a test tube"
"When you smell an oderless gas, it is probably carbon monoxide"
"Nitrogen is not found in Ireland because it is not found in a free state"
"Water is composed of two gins, Oxygin and Hydrogin. Oxygin is pure gin. Hydrogin is gin and water."
"Three kinds of blood vessels are arteries, vanes and caterpillars."
"Blood flows down one leg and up the other."
"Respiration is composed of two acts, first inspiration, and then expectoration."
"The moon is a planet just like the earth, only it is even deader."
"Artifical insemination is when the farmer does it to the cow instead of the bull."
"Dew is formed on leaves when the sun shines down on them and makes them perspire."
"A super-saturated solution is one that holds more than it can hold."
"Mushrooms always grow in damp places and so they look like umbrellas."
"The body consists of three parts- the brainium, the borax and the abominable cavity. The brainium contains the brain, the borax contains the heart and lungs, and the abominable cavity contains the bowls, of which there are five - a, e, i, o, and u."
"The pistol of a flower is its only protection against insects."
"The alimentary canal is located in the northern part of Indiana."
"The skeleton is what is left after the insides have been taken out and the outsides have been taken off. The purpose of the skeleton is something to hitch meat to."
"A permanent set of teeth consists of eight canines, eight cuspids, two molars, and eight cuspidors."
"The tides are a fight between the Earth and moon. All water tends towards the moon, because there is no water in the moon, and nature abhors a vacuum. I forget where the sun joins in this fight."
"A fossil is an extinct animal. The older it is, the more extinct it is."
"Many women belive that an alcoholic binge will have no ill effects on the unborn fetus, but that is a large misconception."
"Equator: A managerie lion running around the Earth through Africa."
"Germinate: To become a naturalized German."
"Liter: A nest of young puppies."
"Magnet: Something you find crawling all over a dead cat."
"Momentum: What you give a person when they are going away."
"Planet: A body of Earth surrounded by sky."
"Rhubarb: A kind of celery gone bloodshot."
"Vacumm: A large, empty space where the pope lives."
"Before giving a blood transfusion, find out if the blood is affirmative or negative."
"To remove dust from the eye, pull the eye down over the nose."
"For a nosebleed: Put the nose much lower then the body until the heart stops."
"For drowning: Climb on top of the person and move up and down to make artifical perspiration."
"For fainting: Rub the person's chest or, if a lady, rub her arm above the hand instead. Or put the head between the knees of the nearest medical doctor."
"For dog bite: put the dog away for sevral days. If he has not recovered, then kill it."
"For asphyxiation: Apply artificial respiration until the patient is dead."
"To prevent contraception: wear a condominium."
"For head cold: use an agonizer to spray the nose untill it drops in your throat."
"To keep milk from turning sour: Keep it in the cow."

Answer on a college level, freshman biology exam:
"gonads: a tribe of wandering desert people."

gripping my balls

2008-02-18T02:59:00.000-05:00

today's topic is supposed to be benefits of socialism in todays society as picked by mr. scientist.
however i do not feel the need to get all hypey at this late hour and bring up such topics that will get me in a rowdy state. Therefore, moving onto other topics.

so lets talk about girls who dont get boys and the boys who think its because the girls arent interested. its a topic thats been troubling man kind since the very beginning stages of walking upright and the opposite sex becoming attracted to their mate.
So what are girls to do? If they throw themselves at you to make it known that they think you're hawt you give them a big S for slut. If they try to be easy with it an slow their roll into yours they are to conservative, they value their morals, or the crowd silencer, prude. So whats that happy middle for a guy to think you're interesting, sexy, intelligent and just around someone fun to be with?
Maybe the answer is hanging in Atlantis with some mermaids playing poker with a talking starfish.

dear blog.

2008-02-17T04:56:00.000-05:00

so you have a white lighter and you want to smoke but white lighters are bad luck so do you suck it in and take chance of falling over dead to smoke or big the bigger person and not die and not smoke?

what would you pick?

jump off jump off jump off jump off

tonight i met these 19 year olds who; when reality and the real world slaps in the face will cry, and i'm excited to witness it.
i just used a semi colon and i will not erase it. It gives my sentence some spunk now even if it isnt correct. So bree started a blog with inspiration with me and i'm going to link you to her because she's a pretty sweet chick. so here is her's give it a shot: Breee Writes Life

thats whats up.

Um soooo whats up in the news. Sprout's out.

And my sister is having a boy! wooo
i'm getting a newphew.

i'm cold.

2008-02-15T03:19:00.000-05:00

happy valentines day.

today was crazy. i pretty much worked all day/night. I didnt get out untill 10:30 when the resturant closes at 9, and i have to be back by 10 tomorrow. Doesnt my life sound fun!? Sarah the girl from work got engaged( got a pretty big rock). I'm happy for her i've grown to like her quite a bit now.

So did you hear about the valentines day gift to all the naive myspace emo hunnies? Sprouts in jail! Worry no more. Sketchy McCreepster wont tell you that your eyeliner isnt perfect anymore. He also wont try to get you drunk and fuck you.
Sprout is a child molester. Who didnt see that coming.

Who do you think is next?

Today's song is: Fast as You Can -Fiona Apple.

The buttons on my phone started to work again, however i still cant close it without turning off.
I feel like chatting. Where is everyone? fucking their valentine, c'monn i'm bored.

Coastal Cities

2008-02-09T16:54:00.000-05:00

i cant sotp coughing, Miguel if this is your doing i'm gonna be very upset and in that case Steve Mont and Krit you're gonna get AIDS as well. This week has been one hell of a week. as proof its 1:30 on a Friday night and i'm sitting behind this terrible dell typing in my blog as i listen to some music an kinda wave back and forth in a hippie sway. its funny cause i type to the beat of the muisc that probably makes me a complete geek. So lets try to recap this week.

Monday- i dont usually have work so i'm really not to sure what we did but i know it ended up in philly got drunk gauged my nose which it ended up getting infected then had fun went to strip club with Palange and this dude Ron who has terrible breath i completely cant stand him but it was closed by 2 so we came back to Jerze flew some kites and came back to my house to slumber.

Tuesday- Mardi Gras. Worked till 9 went to South Street with Kritin and she left me in the streets from 2am to 3:30. she leaves the bar with someone to go somewhere else so i met up with Andy and his friends and then last casll came then Kris was missing then i turn around and Andy and his friends are all arrested. So i walk back to her car where shes one the phone lost in philly not knowing what to do drunk so i finally get her to her car at 3:30 after popping blood vessels.

Wed. - I dont remember

Thursday - Ended up at Ray's after the RTA show. had fun left came home blah blah w/e

Fri- is now i get so bored after writting these like elaborate paragraphs. so you'll find frequent you'll only end up ever knowing what i did the first half of my week.

I ran into some crazy people this week. From many different parts of my life and its weird that half of them i didnt even pick up on till they made eye contact with me. thats rude. oops.
Oh and this week i got another "WAIT... omg THE monica nesbit?" like WTF mate. get outta my life. I heard that kids think i'm bad news. and that i'm a coke head. probably slut was thrown in there too because its predictable. But you can talk all ya want cause i'm having fun and its not worth my time to care so keep trying.

Soooooo to anyone i've talked to this week isnt a normal face in my everyday life and wants to be just do it. or is there a rumor i bite and have rabies?

So i'm really bored. You know how you go through phases growing up where you think certain people are extreamly sexy. i know we've all made some mistakes for instance wheni was like 12 i though fred durst was fucking sweet. however now thank god my tastes have changed and i've moved on but one person i always fall for who i dont think gets enough kudos is Daniel Johns of Silverchair. They are so under rated. Neon Ballroom in my top 3 fav CDS ever. call me a fag.

ps

2008-02-03T08:57:00.000-05:00

sorry that kinda doesnt make sense i read it and dont care i was fucked up and i am now and my bed looks and in my head is awesome i'ma go feel it on my torso. peace

2008-02-03T08:53:00.000-05:00

doesnt live never seem to be as fast as you want it. like nothing is fast enough for me yet it seems this years are going by uber fast it was just hits time last year slash who knows or cares what i'm talking bout everything thinks i'm shameless anyway. i hate how everywhere i go someones heard about me. fuck off...

fuckkkkk offffffffffffffffff.

dont ya

2008-01-31T18:56:00.000-05:00

just wish that some people would drop dead. i mean please tell me i'm not the only one. and do you think its a bad thing that totally disgusted by some people. or the fact i feel embarrassed for corny people who dont know they are utterly not funny and rather annoying. i wrote this blog started to write more and i've just been neglecting it and not even doing anything with any interest of all. i keep getting ideas as to what i should do in my free time instead of drinking and drugs and its sleep all the time. the best idea is always to take a nap. i come up with some sick ideas for paintings but when it comes time to actually paint those i never get around to it. i write songs with no purpose cause no one reads them or hears them so i gave some to genna to use we'll see what happens with that.
Anyway i lost interest in writing about myself. lets talk about something else.
I think i'm more clueless than a guy is. when someone says i'm hungry it takes me about an hour when i think back about it and thinking about how someone probably just wanted me to get food with them but i'm so bad at that. i'm more like if you want to go get food say hey mon lets go get some fucking food! and i'll be like word. Then boys get mad at me because i'm clueless.its like a loose loose situation over here. and we're back to talking about me but it is my blog so i can do what i please.
last night an alien possessed me.

check it out

2008-01-10T16:54:00.000-05:00

my B.Smith Baby has put 2 songs up on his pure volume....

i introduce The Pine Baron

go give it a shot.

i'm happy

2008-01-10T00:43:00.000-05:00

the holidays are over and everything is settling down and everything is going back to normal.

Today we put down our frist down payment for punta cana and heres the line up of who is going
Miss SammiGal, Miss Kelly Magee, Miss Kristin Eichenberg, Mr. Ryan Frank, Mr. Sean Coleman, Mr. Jesse Gibbions and Mr Tim Pilla then of course me. and with those names you know we're gonna have a SIQ (yes with a q) time.

In other news, nothing new is going on besides some things i'm finally realizing. Realizing things usually ends up sucking, but in the end i'm guessing its for the best, and it means i'm completely single again and dont have some boy in the back of my mind driving me nuts.

Finally

2008-01-04T00:34:00.000-05:00

a real entry. I've been so lost in life and been so lazy with it as well that i haven't been keeping up on my duties that are to entertain you. Christmas was Christmas, however not really the same this year. Sure there was the tree and the cookies and the no snow because apparently New Jersey isn't capable of producing that anymore, but it was spent with my friends, who I've come to realize are my family as cheesy as that may sound. I enjoyed it though, even though there was cheap alcohol, there was good company and some even better Cali medical weed. haha it was the most clear high I've ever experienced, and also my last for a long, long time which brings us into New Years.
New Years is never as good as its portrayed to be, its always disappointing and I've come to realize no one can party like my old group of friends. Which sucks, but in the end thats why they are my old group of friends. I gave up all drinking and all drugs until my debt is payed off which shouldn't be to long, however its a good start to get me into a new phase of life and to help speed up growing up. Alcoholism runs in my family and my real father was a meth/crank/opiate addict so i should have seen the signs a long time ago that i would get sucked into this scene as well, and i can say although its hard I'm glad I'm finally cleaning my act up. No, I've never done any of those drugs, but you get the gist of what I'm trying to say.
So i completely messed my ankle up and i'm not sure whats wrong with it theres some swelling and a whole lot of bruising but i just ice it and keep on going on with my day who has time to be down when with a sore ankle when you the best years of your life to live. Which also brings me to another topic, Punta Cana.
Holla, whats up Dominican Republic, i will be visiting you for a week in the month of may with a couple friends for some relaxation and some fun. I've never been out of the country, i need to get a passport, I've only been on a plane once, as well as vacation and both were senior trip to Florida. I have no time to gain my winter weight because who wants to see a chubby Monica on the beaches, i know i don't so I'm pretty sure you feel the same.
It's weird trying to get my life together because I'm such an indecisive person that I've finally decided i want to mature, and grow up, get an education and all that jazz but i have no clue what i want to do, i know things that i do well, and i know things i enjoy, but i don't know if i want to take away the enjoyment of those and what not that comes with doing the same thing everyday. One thing i have figured out is whatever i do i want to learn everyday, I'm a smart girl and I've been wasting it for the past 21 years using excuses because I'm lazy, or because i want to party. This is going to loose me a lot of friends, and its not even the case of oh well i want to better my life and leave you all in the dust but more of a i need to do it for myself and i need you all to understand this. When i turn you down to go to the bar please don't say "This is the year you turn 21 and you don't wanna go out?!?" That's right, i said no and respect it. I need to get into a habit of not depending on alcohol and drugs to have fun or to take up my time when I'm bored.
I have started to paint again though and i did get a new digital camera for Christmas so maybe I'll take some pictures of some of my more recent work to show you.
As I'm looking at all the red lines under my misspelled words and poor grammar it seems they are all lower cased versions of "I'm" or "I've" and you should tell me to quit talking about myself so much. however I'm pretty sure this is my blog and I'm entitled to doing so.
It's not even 10pm yet and i feel like and old woman, I'm freezing being anemic is a huge no beuno. I saw these gloves they had online that you wear while typing so one's hands don't get all ice cold, i should probably invest in some before i get frostbite..... I should probably being doing a lot of things though. Anyway, this was a usless entry but I've been getting tons of AIM messages telling me I'm slacking, so there you go, a real entry. Hope you enjoyed, hope i wasn't too boring, and i hope it was bearable to read because I'm not going to proof read this. I'll attach some pictures from over the break for you're visual stimulation, please no jerking off.

2008-01-01T19:34:00.000-05:00

i suck at keeping up.

happy 2008.

2007-12-24T06:21:00.000-05:00

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Delayed_sleep_phase_syndrome

is it serious?

2007-12-19T05:16:00.000-05:00

so, i've been a little skimpy on the blog entries and i'm well aware and i want to apologize. sometimes i'm just busy and sometimes i'm to fucked up to care sometimes i think about it and i'm like nah and i'm just lazy we'll keep it at that. so heres i guess a look into my life since you're going to be reading my blogs now.

i'm working at gia ninas. and i think i made and idiot out of myself.
i am starting school in january.
as of april i'm a free woman who can finally legally leave the state of nj.
i'm allergic to all artifical sweeteners,
i wanna listen to skeptics and true believers by academy is really bad right now.
love is stupid
no presents today.

tonight

2007-12-14T07:32:00.000-05:00

i fed the bunnies on my front lawn. i chopped up some apples into cubes and i threw them across my front lawn like a parade. its cold out and they need food and they are really cute so granted i cant say no.

2007-12-12T03:07:00.000-05:00

For you

For me

2007-12-09T20:01:00.000-05:00

i give you:

i want you to give me:

the end.

Give a lil Take a lil

2007-12-07T16:30:00.000-05:00

Me- There's this artical online that says "Marijuana Evolves Faster Than Human Beings."
Jess - Oh yea, *mumbling*
Me- Did you say walk?
Jess - Yea pretty soon it's just gonna get up and start walking and take over the world"
Me - ... What?

Wow. Whats up beautiful people. I am lovely thank you for asking. (not). So today was a pretty good day. I enjoyed it. I think since christmas is coming up i should give you guys a present every day till christmas. Today's is......

this black dick bong. It's for the ladies. sorry fellas. unless you're chris crocker or jeffree star.

So now this is where i start to tell you what i want in return. Todays is...

This knife set.Cause its cool.

THE
N
D

innerpartysystem

2007-12-02T21:01:00.000-05:00

Dance for me

she's simply just a concept baby

you don't know how much i can get

and when you speak you speak of sex

theres nothing left i have to lose

now you've been looking for something something

to make a new connection with hurting a good thing

i've been waiting for someone someone

to break the repetition with a sin dripped tounge

it's in the way she moves across the floor

it's in the way she keeps me waiting for

for what i can't recall

now i'm standing on the edge of broken confidence

and this will be the thing that makes it right

D-d-d-dance for me

she was simply just a concept baby come on

she was simply just a concept baby

you don't know how much i regret

and when you think you think of sex

i've lost almost everything now

you've been looking for something something

to make a new connection with fixing a lost thing

i've been waiting for someone someone

to break the repetition with a sin dripped tounge

it's in the way she moves across the floor

it's in the way she keeps me waiting for

for what i can't recall

now i'm standing on the edge of broken confidence

and this will be the thing that makes it right

we're going through the process now

but will we ever settle down

i'm keeping up with the others

we're going through the process now

but will we ever settle down

i'm keeping up with the others

it's in the way she moves across the floor

in the way she keeps me wanting more

but now i still recall

when we weren't so selfish and we kept on dancing

tonight tonight tonight tonight

and this will change everything that made us right

i dont wanna

2007-12-02T19:06:00.000-05:00

be one of those cat ladies.

tonight

2007-11-30T16:15:00.000-05:00

let me telllllll youuuu about tonight. first off i inviented my own honey mustard as we speak but type.

i gfot reallll pisssed off tongiht becayse of someeone. and i need to watch as a type cause my spelling and typing is disgusting and not focus so much on this spicy chicken sandwhich.

You really pissed me off.

I went to the bar with coleman. We drank many a beer played many a juke box and had run while running into Rob ianelli. So after a couple beers the bartender comes over to us and is like do you guys know sammigal? and we are like omg we love her. and it was her mom and step dad who bought us a round of drinks. so we got drunk both of us for under 20$. ballin and beautiful at the same time.

i should be a cook this tastes amazing.

so we are driving back to seans stop at sherwood wawa i realize when i left i put my purse on top of the car and drove away oppps silly me i was tipsey. so we drive back me in a frantic rush of speeding and seans says look in the road in case as i look over this car swirves for a balck spot in the road is top mid jessup and go running towards it omg theres tons of my pictures in a neat pile then my purse with everything in it. so i run back was omg sean you're magic and we go on our way. we then have more fun at his house and not i'm home.

tonight was crazy and i'm stupid and its only 1 am. and sammigals parents are awesome.

goodbye

Holiday weekend.

2007-11-26T04:13:00.000-05:00

So, i've been slacking. Recap for you.

Wed night, Fizur's.
Thurs night, stayed in. i think
Fri night, Leahy's
Sat night, Ken Bel'ls
Sun night, Leahy's.

So, i didnt get to sloshed, or dazed this weekend. My friend spent the weekend with me and thats always stressful. You love your friends, but feeling like you're boring and you're not entertaining them enough is the worst. Specially when you feel like you need to entertain constantly and you're like i just wanna sit for a minute.

I would like to take this time out to shout a holla to my nigga Colman. Sup daddy. How's it hangin, i bet you're hair is soft, at least softer than mine and that makes me a little jealous of you envious more so. But none the less <3<3<3.

So its getting cold and one thing that comes with the cold ( and not the flu) is layering. !!! layering is the best because you cant tell if i'm having a fat day or not. but i guess it sucks for the many young men who think they are goin home with a hottie but get stuck with tubby all night cause she has layers sucking her lard in. and at the rate i'm going of enjoying nachos and pizza constantly lets take a poll to see how long it'll take for me to get muffin tops.

So, i'm not exactly sure the direction i want this blog to go into. It could perhaps be a dairy of my life for you to read because it usually ends up being more drama filled and awe shocking as a episode of one tree hill, but then people will start to talk about how i think i'm so awesome. NEWS FLASH i already think that. so i'll save you the trouble and get it out in the open now.
Anyway, i could have a portfolio of all my art and wittings i do and have you guys read critique, practice and show them all off. but, that sounds like a lot of work, and a lot of you in my personal business and my head by reading my work and seeing my art. I could make it likea cute little LJ and put pictures of my nights and captions like " lolz@dave", or i could just be blunt and me and put what ever the fuck i want on here whenever i want. and i think that is the direction that this is going into. probably mixed with a little bit of ass kicking upon the topics i feel necessary and a whole lot of complaining. And with that i leave you know that i'm not proof reading this tonight, i didnt capitalize, my grammar is off and letting you know i think its way to early for people to be hanging up Christmas lights.

late.

Thanksgiving

2007-11-22T20:47:00.000-05:00

For all you non americans (Aussie Joe) today is Thanksgiving. The day where already fucking disgustingly fat america sits down to see how much food they can shovel into their mouths with hopes of passing out afterward. What a good goal.

This Thanksgiving i am currently spending writting to you blog-people while eating some peanut butter crackers home alone, receiving tons of "Happy Thanksgiving" IMs from ex boyfriends. (No lie, 2 in the past 5 minutes!)

Now onto more important matters, were you aware i am infact a Cherokee. (this is the part you get down on your knees) Therefore, you should praise me for rewarding your lost souls with this terrible holiday.

So for this holiday let me tell you what I am thankful for. The following:

caller id
the morning after pill
my puppy's fuzzy ears
day quil

What are yoooou thankful for?

Rock on, Gold Dust Woman

2007-11-22T06:11:00.000-05:00

Sometimes i like to pat myself on the back for how fucking awesome i rock at cooking food. So lets explain the night. Tonight is the "biggest party night of the year" of Thanksgiving Eve. Dude how is it thanksgiving already. Well i didnt go to any super cool clubs in the city or some classy south jersey dive bar i went to my dear friend Mr. Fizur's and had a good time with my friends i grew up with. I saw some people i hadnt really since high school and let me tell you some look good, and some look completely unnecessary, like put down the 30, and go take a jog. anyway...
i'm not really up for the task of witting tonight. so i will leave you with some reading material to educate your brains.

The Truth

i just ate a whole breakfast sandwich (sammich) and i feel like i need to puke it up.

ciao

The Start of a New Begining.... or some shit.

2007-11-21T18:37:00.000-05:00

Well. Lets see now. I'm getting a little tired of myspace and all its shenanigans, so i've decided to turn to the world of "blogging". Some of you who may read this some day if lets say i get famous know me from that foul site as "monez" or the late "monezXcunt", which i had retired after i needed to start a brand new account with Tom's wonderful idea to ruin my generation X. Anywho, if you're not familiar you can click the linkage down below under this entry and stalk away, but if you're gonna lurk you should just say hi.
I'm starting school back up again finally after countless times of saying i would. Which actually brings me to another reason why i am starting The Monez Review. I'm going for journalism. Now writing is something I'm not to good with, and i sometimes slip up on usage and mechanics so I'll start with this nifty window to my life for you're enjoyment with hopes of bettering my work. I can pump out a research report in an hour but when it comes to going with the flow of things and fiction i'm not so good, and talking to my friend he suggested i practice, so here we are.

I hope this is just becomes a fun hobby that if read, would be enjoyable, but not some trashy blog trying to make it in this e-famous htmlcyberslut inter-web. It will most likely end up with things i've done, people who pissed me off, and a whole of of complaining with a hint of sass. - And here's a tip right now to get it out of the way,

If you do not like me
If you think i'm rude, disrespectful, ignorant, or a "waste of time"
Or, if you cant tolorate what i dish out

than please back your bags up, and press that [X] at the top right hand corner (or left if on a mac) and get outta here quick!! Just because i probably wont have the tolerance for you and this is my page, so that would just be rude.
So tonight i leave you at 2:30am waiting on a phone call from a puppybear and if it doesnt happen soon, it wont, and drinking lemonade out of the gallon jug like a true classy Jersey girl. I hope you all have perfect dreams of whatever it is you bloogers dream of and have a safe night, try not to die in your sleep.

Now its time o read "Top 10 Drug-Free Ways to Say Good Night to Insomnia".