no more drugs son.
no more drama son.
no more drank asses.....SON.


feels good. ill tell ya that one.

tomorrow shall be good i'm excited. making dinner for boy. i think i'm finally giving into myself breaking these walls down.

politics, school, boys.

wooooooooooo its allllll fun.



its funny cause you think you need things to make you happy to get you by, but once you ween yourself from them you realize sunshine makes you happy, where it never did b4 because you had to much bullshit clouding your mind. everything happens for a reason. no homo.


i missed summer. last summer the end of it. i missed my WDs i missed bonfires and pools and the beach and suntans and smiles and margarita ville and my girles and my boys of course even though b.smith is never home anymore. and everything woooooooooo. So happy its starting back up.

haha. as of the moment i dont think i've been this well off, have had this much money, this much love, and this much appreciation for things i took for granted since about high school. and its only making me want the future more and to look forward to growing up and maturing. i just wish others would feel the same. not try to bring others down by making yourself feel better but i guess everyone matures at different ages. and i guess some wont at all they are in their own world but i guess thats how they plan on living life. the future will only be as good as the past if you dont make it better.


and like OMGGGGGGGG i have a nephew now!!! and hes perfect seriously. Jordan Scott Weems. i have pics but not uploaded even though my camera was stolen in punta cana i got them niggas. haha

annnnd a new cell phone texting should be back up within the next 2 weeks.



nightnight. i'ma go sleep and dream.