Sunday, October 26, 2008
its a terrible thing when you feel you'll never be happy. like everything seems okay untill it goes terribly wrong and all your friends tell you you have the worst luck of anyone they know. what do you do then? nothing i guess i guess you surf the wave of live and fucking live with it. i'm just sick of shit never fucking going my way and i'm tired of people wasting my fucking time.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Monday, October 20, 2008
Dear World
Sorry i'm not a scumbag and sorry i wont save you're scumbag life.
Brining me down isnt worth the fight because i'm just not gonna give in.
this is 4 years ago this isnt that same little girl mentaility
this is now i am this and you cant do what you want to me.
sooo i just ryhmed it was fine.
ahahaha woooooooooo kill me.
so lives going i have court on the 10th for my dwi so my lisence will be offically gone by then.
theres a lot of things going through my brain but thats what happends in the time of change. lets just pray i wont be the prey of some evil life plan for me.
Brining me down isnt worth the fight because i'm just not gonna give in.
this is 4 years ago this isnt that same little girl mentaility
this is now i am this and you cant do what you want to me.
sooo i just ryhmed it was fine.
ahahaha woooooooooo kill me.
so lives going i have court on the 10th for my dwi so my lisence will be offically gone by then.
theres a lot of things going through my brain but thats what happends in the time of change. lets just pray i wont be the prey of some evil life plan for me.
Friday, October 17, 2008
break the ice
ooooooo this is fun. phillys to the world seris and obama up to bat for the country. i'm down for it are you?
Thursday, October 9, 2008
double ick
sarah palin, as if shes not fucking annoying "dontcha know" is also making me loose respect for the flyers. The flyers will have Palin drop the first puck at their first game. Lets pray that one of them will slapshot her in the fucking moose face.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
its been a minute
update
i'll be 22 on tuesday
i got a DWI 2 mondays ago and have court tomorow.
when people fill out survery things on myspace in bulletins i dont like when they use caps to differentiate from the question being asked because i feel like they are screaming their answers in my face.
i've been staying in a lot lately, not drinking as much and getting life together.
i've been playing with hearts and being a bad girl. i've been staying away from mother and hiding in my room. i've been keeping safe distances from people who need it. and i've realized a friend isnt someone who wouldnt do for you what you would do for them. i've also learned that some friends are great and you need to keep them around even if they get massively drunk and cause some havoc you have to clean up and make out with all your friends hahaha.
friendship is supposed to be equal, and since i cant commit my heart to anyone friends are all i have and i take those relationships seriously. there are some shitty people in this world. watch your back, sleep with it agasint the wall and trust no one.
overall, i've become a happier person except for the whole being 22 thing thats kinda depressing 22 and nothing to show for it. although i'll have the next 7 months of sitting in my room with no license or money to think about what i want to do and how to make a contribution to this world so we'll see how it is in 7 months.
check up before than though because i'm pretty sure this thing will be written in frequent due to the fact my life isnt a partying spiral gravitating towards an early death.
i'll be 22 on tuesday
i got a DWI 2 mondays ago and have court tomorow.
when people fill out survery things on myspace in bulletins i dont like when they use caps to differentiate from the question being asked because i feel like they are screaming their answers in my face.
i've been staying in a lot lately, not drinking as much and getting life together.
i've been playing with hearts and being a bad girl. i've been staying away from mother and hiding in my room. i've been keeping safe distances from people who need it. and i've realized a friend isnt someone who wouldnt do for you what you would do for them. i've also learned that some friends are great and you need to keep them around even if they get massively drunk and cause some havoc you have to clean up and make out with all your friends hahaha.
friendship is supposed to be equal, and since i cant commit my heart to anyone friends are all i have and i take those relationships seriously. there are some shitty people in this world. watch your back, sleep with it agasint the wall and trust no one.
overall, i've become a happier person except for the whole being 22 thing thats kinda depressing 22 and nothing to show for it. although i'll have the next 7 months of sitting in my room with no license or money to think about what i want to do and how to make a contribution to this world so we'll see how it is in 7 months.
check up before than though because i'm pretty sure this thing will be written in frequent due to the fact my life isnt a partying spiral gravitating towards an early death.
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