its been a minute

update


i'll be 22 on tuesday
i got a DWI 2 mondays ago and have court tomorow.
when people fill out survery things on myspace in bulletins i dont like when they use caps to differentiate from the question being asked because i feel like they are screaming their answers in my face.

i've been staying in a lot lately, not drinking as much and getting life together.
i've been playing with hearts and being a bad girl. i've been staying away from mother and hiding in my room. i've been keeping safe distances from people who need it. and i've realized a friend isnt someone who wouldnt do for you what you would do for them. i've also learned that some friends are great and you need to keep them around even if they get massively drunk and cause some havoc you have to clean up and make out with all your friends hahaha.
friendship is supposed to be equal, and since i cant commit my heart to anyone friends are all i have and i take those relationships seriously. there are some shitty people in this world. watch your back, sleep with it agasint the wall and trust no one.

overall, i've become a happier person except for the whole being 22 thing thats kinda depressing 22 and nothing to show for it. although i'll have the next 7 months of sitting in my room with no license or money to think about what i want to do and how to make a contribution to this world so we'll see how it is in 7 months.
check up before than though because i'm pretty sure this thing will be written in frequent due to the fact my life isnt a partying spiral gravitating towards an early death.