dont ya

just wish that some people would drop dead. i mean please tell me i'm not the only one. and do you think its a bad thing that totally disgusted by some people. or the fact i feel embarrassed for corny people who dont know they are utterly not funny and rather annoying. i wrote this blog started to write more and i've just been neglecting it and not even doing anything with any interest of all. i keep getting ideas as to what i should do in my free time instead of drinking and drugs and its sleep all the time. the best idea is always to take a nap. i come up with some sick ideas for paintings but when it comes time to actually paint those i never get around to it. i write songs with no purpose cause no one reads them or hears them so i gave some to genna to use we'll see what happens with that.
Anyway i lost interest in writing about myself. lets talk about something else.
I think i'm more clueless than a guy is. when someone says i'm hungry it takes me about an hour when i think back about it and thinking about how someone probably just wanted me to get food with them but i'm so bad at that. i'm more like if you want to go get food say hey mon lets go get some fucking food! and i'll be like word. Then boys get mad at me because i'm clueless.its like a loose loose situation over here. and we're back to talking about me but it is my blog so i can do what i please.
last night an alien possessed me.